Saturday, November 26, 2005
i seem to be drifted away from where i used to be, breaking free of the world i was at... but it can't last long and it CANNOT. i should be going back when the time is ripe, go back to where i truly belong to.but in the meantime, it brought me lots of wonderful and unforgettable memories. memories that are so hard to forget yet so hurtful. it was definately what i expected and wanted. perhaps at least, not for me. i don't want to lead myself further into this world of illusions. walking through it is already an eye opener. and there's no point continuing this path. i don't want to pursue it anyway. i can only say i'm sorry. it is neither an obstacle nor a surprise. it was a bomshell, to me. which i could never accept. lead me the way out, please.
-drowning in an abyss of ignorance.
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