Sunday, November 06, 2005
i fervently hope it helps. Time is certainly running out. I cant even sense certitude. What do you expect? It's merely a ball. not that i cant afford. i dont yearn for you to buy it for me. I don't need. and i can count on myself to buy it. Can't i? I'm NOt sensitive. i was merely.... walking exceptionally fast. Nothing is wrong. NOthing. why should it be anyway? am i just deceiving myself?Perhpas it wont be tangible. perhaps it will all come to nought. have it ever crossed my mind just this once that it might be a fruitful outcome? Why must always focus on the negative side?Good question. Isn't this what i have been asking myself all along?The key to that door.....just a stone's throw away? or nowhere in sight?i really see no beginning. let alone an end. It wholly depends on me.i can neither be helped or enlightened. Or perhaps i already am.but i am merely deceiving myself?Please, quell my fears.Tears in exchange.
-drowning in an abyss of ignorance.
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