Friday, October 21, 2005
A unbearable grudge? or merely my attitude? Just get out. I have the propensity to think about the worst. But perhaps, that would be good for me. SERIOUSLY.Stop interfering. There are some things which are meant to be buried forever, in the heap of sand, untouched. IT just isn't wise.I can't understand. There seemed to have this ostensible face on you which i could hardly decipher. If only this wasn't true. I don't want and i refuse to accept it. Why are you always at the pinnacle, disparaging those who are making their way up there?Destroyer? i don't know. Perhaps. You make my blood boil, but you also make my day.How contradicting. But i can feel, somehow, there's just something much more overpowering. Hatred i guess.This is not for jocularity. I'm serious. Why? i just don't understand. Everything has its own reasons. Can't you just try and analyse the situation? or you deliberately be oblivious to it? what's the point? i rather break free for this world of trepidation. seriouisly. Why can't i be what i want? carefree, happy, no worry nor woes. How nice. But i can't deny conflicts do occur. But its a fact that i have to face. it's ***.i don't know. I'm not the only one i guess. Whatever. i'm mentally exhausted. give me a break. PLEASE.*my passion has changed to apprehension....*
-drowning in an abyss of ignorance.
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